**BEAUTIFUL MISTAKE**///

Sunday, October 30, 2005

Bossie,Eug,Sha,Three, Inseparable, Everlasting, SUPER-GIRLFRIENDS!!! [[tk all the first letters of each word n u'll get B-E-S-T-I-E-S!!!!]] looovvvveeee my SUPER-GIRLFRIENDS!!

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too# ;

Saturday, October 29, 2005

in sch nw waitg fer jassy to finish her msm.
had mtg w the pushcart com jst now.
reminded me of wat we exp last yr.
somehow i missed those times.
i missed the fun we used to have.
those stayovers, late mite mtgs n supper.
i miss the Jassy, the Sherry, the Dumpling, the Mandy, the Vivian, the Jennifer, the Bunny, the Adr, the Cal n the Jer.
whn evthg wasnt this bad yet.
how thgs hv changed.
at least i get to kip all these wndrful memories we shared esp w the gers.

this second com tho alil unprepared n lost at e moment haha but im sure they will do well.
we chose them n selected their respective positions fer them so we hv got the responsibility to mk sure we guide them well n they will be gaining gd exp outta this project.
kinda lyk e com ppl as a whole haha esp kenny, the funny one w comical face. jst by lukg at him will mk u smile haha.

wish them well.//

gg bugis ltr to get the braun buffel wallet ive set my eyes on since dunno whn n some cds.
it has been a long time since ive been in sch on sats..DUMPLING, where are u?? ur supposed to be here too!! :(

miss my black bros family. <3>

+some shoutouts+

[to super-gf *eug*] gf! i dunno if i can get teh tix but i'll try. cos est told me nel hvnt inform her anthg abt e recordg n if she doesnt go to the recordg, she wunb gifg out any tix. jst hope n pray i guess. i oso miss my ah nel mah!!// :) or u can ask frm ur jas-sy! eeee....
[to nick] thks bro fer evthg. greatly appreciated. :) ur alws this swt! awwww...*huggs*
[to ivan] hye shortie! i cant mk it tt day cos i wasnt feelg well n not cos i dnt wna see u la..silly!! haha shall "check u up" soon aiights. *winks*
[suezzie] tootsy darl, i miss u too baby! thks fr popping by this morn. u made my day a great one. love lots baby!
[char*] u too swts..fer tt megawatt hugg! loves to u! see yea tmr. <3
[dawn] bud! i miss u!! get ur arse baq twn asap or i wun rmb u anymore! *hugs*
[wy*] dude! i miss your "love-filled" tom yam crossiant! *yuMmy* thks fer tt one u gave me on thurs! :)
[sha-superGf*] darlingg! i miss u! whn are we gna meet up fer ktv? lovelovelove jst fer u!
[bunny*] girl shall pass u the stuffs frm jap soon. meanwhile tkcr n im glad ur smiling.
[sherry*] babe hope ur doing well fer ur exams. persevere on n im sure u'll get there. loveya!

[jordan] son! heard uve not been a "gd" boy hur??? *tsktsk* u'll get it frm me whn i see u aiights?? *grins*

///have a new eye candy! :) too bad he's TOO YOUNG!!///

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Thursday, October 27, 2005

moodswing//
loneliness sets in.
i hate this feeling.
each of u dnt wna me in ur lives anymore-wat more can i say??//
i smell THE END.

theres no longer tears
no longer pain
just fatigue n numbness.
friendships mean nthg.
wealth n egoism mean evthg to everybody it seems.
everyone becomes bloody selfish n self centered.
appreciation cant be felt anymore.
u said u love me but i doubt u ever did.
u love urself more.

forever u will.//

im not gg to tk e initiative lyk i alws do.
this time rnd u shd mk the first move.

stop tkg me FOR GRANTED U PPLE!!!!!!! -fuming-

*loves to only those who r worthy///*
i miss u my ah nel~

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too# ;

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

presentg two outta four members of my beloved BLACK BROTHERS FAMILY//// <3

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too# ;

my ashie darlingg!!! *loves*

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ive added some new stuffs to this lovely pic of ours. u knw--i love u girls so much.

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too# ;

Monday, October 24, 2005

it has been some time since i last blogged.
well, life's basically the same.
sch, out n home.
seriously im feelg qte bad abt lagging so much behind on my sch wk. evthg's in a TOTAL MESS but i swear im gna be a gd girl in nov.
hvnt qte settle dwn since i came baq frm japan.
so much thgs hv happened within sucha short period of time.
but im hanging on tough.

sthg major happened and fer a period of time, my frn n i felt caught in the middle but i guess evthg has sunken in n we hv gta face reality n believe wats rite n wrg.
well, life sure got its ups n dwns.
lessons will be learnt n we grow up frm them, being a stronger person.
i believe "no pain, no gain"
but whn one's wrg, no matter wat u say ur wrg.

ponder.

i miss my dearies!!~~
all of u guys.
my besties*
my clique*
my cj darls*
my st nicks babes*

everyone!**

Esap tdy was interestg w one of my black bros family member.
haha i love my BLACK BROTHERS family consisting of dumpling (qoo), weirdo (sherry), jassy n me!!! <3
they fell in love w my hp radiation sensor (black man), all of them went to buy.
same colour somemore.
i came up w tt name.
*BLACK BROTHERS FAMILY*

--loves--

been hvg frequent gastric pains n fever.

sigh~~~

**loves to all who matter**

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too# ;

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

***////besties of my life!<3///***

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Monday, October 03, 2005

time n time agn u disappoint me n let me dwn..////
vinc said "dnt u think its time..."
i wish ive the guts to do wat he said i shd.
save myself frm all the pain.
but no pain, no gain.
tts wat our dear mrs sng alws said.
wat hurt me the most was..YOU//

dinner w them was great.
thks dears fer the great company n comfortg words.
thks vinc fer tt yumm-iest meal. :)
had a great time tryg to matchmk u tho.
u dears put a smile back onto my face aft a bad long day.
appointment to the doc was scary.
but no one will care.
results are the scariest thg on earth.

///```ur mkg me numb---``time n time agn```////

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too# ;